theprasetyo's blog

I’m walking all around the city, guided by feeling so dizzy. A lot’s of question keep asking me, but I don’t really for sure what i wanna be. In another corner I’m leaning on the wall, check up my wallet to watch her picture. Rolling back the frame in the past situation, setting our heart in love story motion. I remember that feeling when you’re the new comer, coz i never guess and you suddenly appear. No talking too much just wait the right moment, until the project succeed shoot by the action. You wrap my finger and i remember, when first time we loved each other. Then I’ve got to start a day and got start with you, i’ve got to find the better way coz everything’s gonna be me and you. Then hoping so much it will be better, through the life ends with happier.

When I concious and trying to open my eyes, I’m telling my self that was all over. Now, my heart is discolored, There’s no RGB and CMYK coloring my day. I don’t know why it’s gonna be changed, coz we through in the right direction. The troubled words of a troubled mind i try to understand what is changing you. I’m full of attentions but you’re no ambition, in this complexity we’re walking contradiction. Silent is your sophisticated weapon, just trying to solve without your reason. Tired is the right reason and slowly haunt me, make me think about all the possible ways. If you couldn’t see the love in here again, so we could’t join our hand together. But if you could see how good it could be, let me done these mistakes forever.

Baby, it really doesn’t matter what you say, I just can’t stay here every yesterday like keep on acting out the same the we act out. I’m not accused you to pretend, but it shown by itself. From me and you there’re worlds to part, with aching looks and breaking heart. And all the prayer you hand can make, I just take as much as you can throw. I’m throwing faces at the sky and throwing arms round. Yesterday I stood and stared wide-eyed in front of you, and the face I saw looked back the way I wanted to. But I just can’t hold my tears away the way you do, baby believe that I never wanted this. I thought this time I’d keep all of my promises, I thought you were the girl I always dreamed about. But I let the dream go and the promises broke, and the make-believe ran out.

I don’t know if it’s time for the promises ship goes by, I knew it’s really hard but let’s our made easy. I’m sorry if I had mistakes, means un happy when we’re together. If we have to say goodbye, then we’re already done but today is just begun and everthing must go.